The start of a new beginning!
Tonight had to be one of the most terrifying nights of my life, But i honestly believe that i deserved every last minute of it. I didn’t realize how much of a risk I was putting not only my life but the ones I care about the most. See at first it was a simple it was for fun then it became something more. Not realizing how much i could and would hurt my friends and family. Also had a taste of the real world and how cruel and disgusting it could be. I can still taste the stench of the room. For most of you out there may what I’m going through is something bad but i think of it as way rebirth and understanding gods plan and nothing is better than his plan. I also didn’t realize how much i love my little sister. She is so amazing and i love her for being so caring when i felt a lone she is there to comfort me even though I know I don’t deserve it. So my first tumblr post i dedicate to my little sister I LOVE YOU….
