Lost intent for Marriage
These past couple days have been interesting considering all the bad things in my life I’m still able to move on. Move on in sense I’mlearning from this huge mistake. Though I am nothing but a sinner and can do nothing to earn gods love but that is what makes him so awesome with his unconditional love and grace. I now understand why I every time i ask god to send me someone it felt like god was saying be patient or your not ready. Of course being me i said I AM READY! and pursued otherwise. Thus i realized that i must be a soldier of god and not be a baby growing into become a godly man walking with my potential wife. I understood that marriage was between a man and women and to always be faithful, loving and caring. I understood the hollywood way of love, suprisingly enough there is a biblical way to have marriage and Gods way works.
In the bible god made man in his image and made women through mans rib which explains that unexplainable pain of heart break for an exgirlfriend or former lover. Even after everything because of course they take a piece of you with them. Sadly i didnt know this and lost myself and started to idol something other than god. I want to grow into a man of god so that I will meet that Godly women and have god children.
Speaking of children, went to rock pebbles and was allowed to take care of toddlers! i love kids!!
“reminded me of one of the pebbles” =) anyways i felt so overwhelemed with joy just the feeling of being a father…so excited for gods plan!
IM EXCITED FOR!:
MY WALK
MY FUTURE WIFE
MY FUTURE CHILDREN =)
HEAVEN
